Depressed~

I just had my first check yesterday which was my third solo. Everything went well and optimistic. Hope things will continue to go on this way and i can get the 'P' removed 6 mths later!!

Been home the whole day today and its realli pretty bored. I wish i can work everyday so that i wont have excess time to think of silly things.

Or rather, i have more things to do when i'm outstationed than when im in town. At least i can go out shopping or sight seeing. I doubt there's anything in Singapore for me to shop or sight see now!!

haizz

Sometimes, i feel tat as i grow older, i become lonelier. And things gets worse when people around u are attached. Than people start asking u how come u are not attached or even start to tink of introducing u to one of their frens.

sighzz

Have i reali gone down the drain so much?

I tink i do cos i smoke much more these days than before and i guess tats becoming my new best friend/boyfriend for nw.

Can i be really happy like wad others think of me to be? I dun wan depression to start sinking deeper into me!!!!!

sObzz

:'(