It was a long 9 days flt and I'm glad i'm finally back hm. It aint a nice feeling to be soooo far away from home n i mean with flt time more than 10 hrs n away fr hm more than 1 wk! To make things worse, I fell sick on my first sector from Singapore to Frankfurt.
I caught the flu germ on flt cos apparently a few other crew n pax got it too n all started sneezing away.
Nth interesting for me in Frankfurt thou except the usual shopping. No LV or Gucci for me tis time (yes, the cc bills of the 3 bags i bought in Rome is still haunting me!) so I got Birkenstock instead!! Comfy shoes to bring me everywhere I go. hehez This time round, I got 1 more pair for my mama as well. She's been eyeing on my bling bling pair for so long!! lOlxx
After all the usual things to do in Frankfurt such as having lunch at the crew joint of pasta/pizza + spinach mushroom, shopping in town n chocolates shopping, I literally hibernate n crash on watching my DVD.
My dear batchgal apparently gotten me the 'Jia Hao Yue Yuan' and drop it into my mailbox. Luckily i happen to open my box n brought it on flt with me.
In this 9 days span, a total of 40 episodes, i literally watch until episode 31!! OMG^
Well, not tat i did not go out in New York. I went with some crew to the factory outlet in New York call Woodbury n cost us USD 40 to get there n a freaking 2hrs bus journey.
I bought so much clothes!! But majority for my darling melon thou. I definitely do not need anymore clothes to stuff my buldging wardrobe!! But, i still bought 2 A/X tees thou cos I jus so love the material!! My darling loves it too n its definitely impractical to pay SGD 79 for 1 in SG so I got him 3 tees at USD 16 each and a singlet at USD 10 only!! I cant say its cheap cos I should say its worth it.
In fact I cant wait to come bk sg n show him wad I've gotten for him. My mama san bag is full of stuff for him. Afterall, he wont get a chance to get these clothes at such prices so as a gf, I guess tats wad I'll do. Apparently, my GS literally ask me if he can be my second bf!! Tats after looking at all the stuff I gotten for my melon!! -.-'''
But, sad to say, he told me he cant call me in New York cos apparently his calling card cant call States n I really got a lil upset abt it. To make things worse, I only rcv 1 text in the morning from him in my 3days stay.
I cant help but feel paranoid.
Cos I wonder why did he not text me since he cant call me. Besides, he said he'll probably get another one from Mustafa the nx day n apparently he didnt. I reali start to wonder wad is he doing here in Singapore while I'm far away in New York with GMT -4!
I'm in fact, very afraid tat he'll be the second Joseph. My dear frens will knw the story behind this asshole. I cant help but think wild after being paranoid. Afterall, I guess i'm jus a typical Venusian, who jus needs reassurance from time to time.
Things is pretty gloomy now n I'm sorry to have made 2 of my gfs worried for me. Lotus literally ask me stay over her plc tonite so I wont cry myself to slp again but I din cos she's got sch the nx day n i din wana trouble her. But im glad they were there to hear me out n stood by me.
I jus hope things will get better for melon n I. I've told him before tat if any point of time when he feels tat we're not suitable, pls do let me knw and we should jus end it there n then rather than wasting each other's time dragging on. He asked me dun be silly to say such things but tats realli hw i feel.
I've been single for so long n I'm pretty used to it. I rather be single than be with someone who is not truthful to me. I really dont wish to go thru the trauma i once went thru all over again. Its a terrible feeling.
But, he apparently jus dont see things from my point of view n thinks im being unreasonable wanting to pick a fight. =( I reali do hope he can sit down n listen to me talk.
But, looking at his attitude now, he doesnt seems to reali care. Maybe it was realli jus a moment of passion tat we got tog n perhaps we're not meant to be.
Watever the reason is, i jus hope things will turn out fine. I'm tired of quarrels n argument thou Dorinn says a couple should quarrel to ustd each other better. But wads the point of trying to ustd some1 when he jus dun seems to care.
Haizz..
Neverthesless, on a happier note, let me share glimpes of Times Square in NYC!!
Day Time NYC
Night Time NYC
I jus so love walking down the streets on New York at night!! Its so colorful n crowded with ppl. A much better city compared to LA!!I miss him!! sObz~
crys & tears,
aManDa
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