Sunday, May 11, 2008

What If.................?

What happens when a guy,
19 yrs ur senior,
old enough to be ur father,
tells u he likes u?

It certainly took me aback,
without knowing how to react.

Let alone to know what to reply.

He says I need someone to love me,
someone to take care of me,
someone whom I can rely on.

He says I deserve a good man.

And certainly dont deserve to be forsaken.

He says, he is a good man,
who will love me,
take care of me,
and will be the someone whom I can rely on.

But, eventually,
man are still man.

No matter whether they are 19 yrs ur senior,
9 yrs older than u
or born just 1 month before u.

There's a saying that goes,
'A leopard will never change its spots.'

That's because,
they are born as man,
a creation from Mars.

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Taipei is still as good.

Despite been here every month since March.

Never fail to visit the clubs here,
and I still vote for Lava, Luxy and Room 18,
as my Top 3 fave clubs in Taipei.

Local delights are a must
but they've slowly become my 'every other meal'.

Nothing much to 'wow' about.

I remain as a die hard shopping fan here,
for I can buy anything and everything.

But, after been here for the 6th time,
U dont really get the urge and excitement to get that thing u want.

Because, u will b tinking,
'Even if u dun get it now,
U can still get it on ur next trip.'

Therefore, the amount of NT I need now,
is just wad I need for food and transport.

Because, u will definitely wont wana incur more bills,
or rather debts,
that add on to ur over $4k credit card bills,
$600 HP bills,
close to $1k to support ur little red car.

All for the reason,
to get that bag, shoes, accessories or wadever and ever,
just bcos u like it.

And fall into the pithole of self denial,
that u jus 'need'(WANT) that thing.

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