I wish~

I wish i can look into the future.
To c wad lies ahead of me.

It will be nice to know how i look like when im old.
As well as the arm i will be holding on to.

The someone who will walk with me along the aisle.
To enter a new stage of life.
A new family we build.
Our children we nurture.
To the same belief we hold.

I wish i can stop looking into the past.
Only to feel remorseful about it.

It will be nice if i dun make the mistakes i made.
So as not to live in regrets now.

The r/s i once had,
The frens i once made,
The job i once held,
The decisions i once made.

If only i could turn back time,
I will certainly not have done the same.

It only shows one thing.

I have indeed grown up.
Or rather, I've aged.

I'm adding more candles on my birthday cake each year.
I'm no longer the little gal i once was.

But still, im not a gal,
Not yet a woman...!