I hate being emo!!

I dunno why but i'm jus so emo (emotional) this few days. Alot of things keep passing thru my mind and i realli hate it!!

Thoughts about everything!! From family to friends to work to relationships to blah blah. Basically anything and everything!!

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Past few days im so deprived of slp. Training these days is so tiring.

Imagine sticking my butt on the chair for a few hrs and trying to keep my eyes open (so tat instructor doesnt catch me for dozing) and trying to keep my mind in class and trying to know wad he is talking abt (and understanding it) and trying to absorb it!!!

Yes, im trying.

But, no, dun worry, i succeed-ed in trying. Tat means, i killed tons of brain cells and concentration cells (if there's any) everyday from Monday to Friday!! Tat explains the reason y im dead beat at the end of each day. However, there are tests after tests which means i gotta continue to kill my watever cells even when i get home!!

I fell aslp past 2 days while i have test the next day. Imagine i jus suddenly woke up cos i simply freak out the fact tat i've not studied for my test!!

Yes, i've NEVER been so hardworking in my life ever before! Since young!! NO JOKE!!

Now, whoever says tat stewardess are bimbos, i will definitely kick the arse out of them!! They are ur lifesavers for god's sake! Not jus the simple 'high class waitress'!!

First, they gotta get through the rigurous rounds of interviews, meeting different interviewers all the time.

Then, the 3.5mths training is a crash course of their life!

They gotta learn

1) smile, walk, bow, greet, talk
2) serve the right way and going the extra mile
3) first aid
4) the safety equipment
5) the evacuation procedures

blah blah blah..

Its a whole looooooong list and i can reali go on n on.

Despite my whinings, i m still looking forward to flying!!

I know its gonna be a life-changing experience cos i can say 'Hi' to Paris (esp Effiel Tower and LV), Cairo (for 1 of the 7 wonders of the world aka the Pyramids), Dubai (for the hot hot desert with snakes and various insects within the sand), Tokyo (for the authentic Cha Soba - lOlxx), Maldives (for the beautiful sea & snorkelling).

I am definitely so looking forward to it which explains y im working so hard now crashing all the information tat i need to know into my small brain. There are jus so many n too many to know. It's certainly gonna take me quite awhile before im able to get all these info under my palm!!

Anyway, its Friday nite and here i am blogging/whining. My phone's so quiet, not much ppl online, the berries in Taipei now, Mrs Lee at dNd, queen dunno doing wad, hamster oso dunno doing wat.

I'm jus soooooo bored!!

Bleh..

Looks like i shld open a Hoegarden and drown my sorrows!!!

Boo Hoo...

Wad a 'not good' feeling.

I hate being eMo!!!

sObz